unexpected Dr.'s appointment

Ok, so I got a message Thursday night about me having an appointment with my Oncologist on Monday to go over the CT results from a couple of weeks ago. Let me tell you, it made my weekend horrible. Thankfully, my sister and husband were both here to keep my mind off of things.

The good news is, the CT didn't show signs of cancer. BUT, since my six month checkup still came back abnormal, he wants to get a closer look at things to make sure the cancer isn't coming back. Which means, sometime next week I have to have out-patient surgery to do some biopsies.

I hope everyone is doing well. Love to you all.

Scared

My doctor had me have another CT scan two weeks ago. My doctor's called and said that I am required to come in and see the doctor on Monday morning. They won't tell me anything over the phone but the nurse on call kept saying something about me coming in for surgery...WTF? What surgery? What's going on? I wish someone would give me more information. Instead, I have to wait and worry and be scared all freaking weekend. I have no idea why I had to have the CT, I have no idea why it took two weeks to go over the results, I have no idea what they have to tell me on Monday. He said per my checkup that there were no signs of cancer so what else? I hate not knowing and now I have to sit here and think of all of these different scenarios all weekend. Can I have a fast forward button?